Friday, August 16, 2013

Day 95: More Rain | Cancer Sucks

Kelly and I started the day with a 4 mile walk around the lake in the rain.  What was a slow drizzle became a steady light rain soaking us.  Furthermore it was cold.  It felt like a chilly fall day especially when the breeze kicked up. 

The walk itself, despite the rain, felt good.  We kept up a steady pace at a little less than 4 miles an hour.  Not bad for a walk.  The plan was to walk the lake in the morning and then hit the gym in the afternoon after our dogs vet appointment.  That didn’t happen. 

Our Great Dane, Isabella, is over seven and half years old and in good shape for a giant breed dog of her age. She is black with a white chest, white socks, and a white tip on her tail. I just took her to the vets a few weeks ago for a checkup since she wasn’t quite acting like herself.  They did an EKG and full blood work and didn’t find anything noticeable wrong with her. 

 Four days ago we noticed her left wrist starting to swell and then she quickly developed a limp.  I did a little research on the internet that, quite frankly, scared the hell out of me.  While a treasure trove of vital information sometime you learn things from the internet you didn’t want to learn. 

After some x-rays the vet confirmed what I thought it was all along (even though I have no medical training I can did read up on all of her symptoms).  She has bone cancer.  Needless to say my wife and I were devastated and in no shape to hit the gym after getting the news that a member of our family has only six months at best to live.  There were a few tears shed at the vet’s office but for her part Isabella seemed to take it in stride.  Her main concern was how many treats she was going to get since our vet keeps a jar of them on the checkout counter.

This evening we sought comfort in pizza and wine and sat on the couch with Belle letting her try bacon and sausage which she loved.  I know it seems sappy but our beautiful dog serves as a reminder that each day is short and we should live it the best we can, love those in our life with all we have, and cherish every moment. 

So far I have watched two members of my family, both grandparents, wither away and die from cancer. It’s like it serves as a constant reminder not to get so caught up in things that we simply forget to enjoy what we have.  I know all this has been said before by other people and in other ways but it doesn’t make it any less true. 

Speaking of truth we will have to hit the gym tomorrow to try to undo some of what we did to ourselves with our pizza and wine consumption.  I don’t regret it though since sometimes you need some comfort food.

Daily Recap:

Matt and Kelly: 3.8 mile walk around the lake

Isabella with all of her stuffed animals.

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